Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Optimistic pessimism

I can't believe it. I'm getting better at being optimistic. I have goals!

I intend on saving up now to move to Washington DC within the year. I hope to find a job translating books or roughing it interpreting. This is all so that I can travel, so I can find a new land to call home. Tenho meus olhos em Brasil. São Paolo, aqui venho eu!

Peut-être au France.

But with this optimism, I can't seem to prevent myself from being pessimistic about romance. I feel something for someone, but there are things that are making it clear that this may be a one-sided sensation. I want to say something to him. But past experiences prevent the words from being spoken.

Qu'est que je devrais faire avec lui?

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