Woo!

Um... well it's that time of the year, when last years phone gets all fucked up, and it's time to get a new one.

It's one of my favorite autumnal rituals, and considering the fact that i trashed my stainless steel razor, I think it's safe to say that it was overdue.

So as a rash desicion, I'm getting the iphone... it's a practical and convenient manouver considering that my itouch isn't looking any better these days.

WooHoo to getting rid of these 2 devices!

New number coming soon

Oh, which reminds me, the whole reason for this treat is b/c my 3000 dollar check clears tomorrow at 9am... and i get paid on friday, so there's no guilt for buying something i 'need'

...

Geeze, this is all very exhausting. I can't remember another time where I've felt tired so continually. I barely get a chance to sit put and relax. I'm working hardcore, I'm always up in White Plains for class, and have been longing for a day where i can just sit and truly enjoy myself from wake up until sleep time.

These matters have all exhausted me physically, and yet all i can seem to worry about is how mentally drained I am. I have to present my basis for my senior project next thursday, and right now i have zilch... just some minimal ideas on how i can tie France/French culture to me. I'll have time to contemplate that. Another thing is this boy. I'm stuck by him... I am the moth to his flame. I'm entranced by him and yet there's this feeling within about us which leads me to beleive that there is a lack of mutuality in regards to this feeling.

I miss the warm days of July, and the breezy conversations that I looked forward to. Now with Autumn begining, this climate change has correlated with the harsh gusts that frequent me, blowing me out of his periferals.

I'm at a loss for words... I've layed down everything i can to show him how i feel... yet, i don't think it's working.

All i can do is keep trying. I just dont want winter to come by and turn me frigid once again... winter 05/06 wasn't good to me and i'm still recovering from that to some extent...

Seas mio

Santogold - I'm a lady

"got my mind made up"

I am a metropolitan nomad.

Traversing from county to county, train by train, arriving at my destination just to leave it once again.

The transfers and the walking, all part of a continuous commute. Seeing the woods, the ocean and the ferocious towers all within a matter of hours.

The station names are a mere afterthought; out of focus, but still apparent.

Seeking to find stability is a futile endeavor. The movement makes it unattainable.