Friday, May 30, 2008

hmm....

What the hell is going on here? I need a fucking job, and despite MY efforts and my sick resume, I'm not able to land one? Wtf? There are pending bills that need to get paid and no money to do it with.

I can deal with the semi-awkward e-mails notifying me discussing that I have been looked over for "another candidate" but come on... I need a job. Well what can I do but continue to land myself a gig. I just can't believe that it's turned into this. I got fucked when it came time to transfer, but really, this is just getting ridiculous.

Perhaps I should consider hooking. In all seriousness. I'm good in bed (I have the references to prove it haha) and have many years of experience, so why not...

Ugh. Now I have no inspiration or desire to go on that run to the beach. But I just have to keep running, for my sanity, so that I continue to function and so that at least there is SOME purpose to my life. What is my broke ass going to do?

any suggestions?

Thursday, May 29, 2008

BK-bound?

Well yesterday was full of vigor and stress, but tension went away once the reason I was in Manhattan was taken care of.

Being interviewed by a crazy English woman was not as delightful as I'd hope. She scared me.... alot. She was a wall of a woman: 6'2" and very stern looking (in typical British fashion). But I think I made a good imprint on her, acknowledging that one of the reasons i was applying was merely to become situated in NYC once again.

It's been a while, but it's time to do it. I got a call from Carlee, there's an opening in her place, and I also got reassured for a call back for this position, so we'll see.

The stress was taken once I hopped onto the F from Houston and made my way to Herald Sq. For what? Dollar Ice pops at this great cafe/pastry shop on Korea Way (32nd) It's by a bunch of other assorted Korean shops: restaurants (Cafe Muse being one of the best there) as well as stationary and markets. Hopped on the R to Times Sq and made my way onto the 1 to go hang out at Columbia U. with Cat and Jimmy.

I think that's where I'll situate myself for grad school. It's a great location and has one of the most prestigious reputations in the NY area.

We'll see how it all goes.

Monday, May 26, 2008

la première fois

This is the first entry; the one that acknowledges the creation of what I hope to be a great endeavor, rather than a mere collection of thoughts.

Wish me luck, It'll be good, promise.