I'm still here. I still wait. I still wonder.

...but you're losing me.

I'm flustered. I'm freezing up. I'm cloudy.

I miss you...

I want to be with you, but it's becoming clearer that it's something that only I still see. I don't know what to do with you, but I think i need to back off a bit... for my sanity. For fear that I may not be able to keep going if I stand here waiting for you.